when complaining to my dad tonight about being pulled in seventy different directions and not ever having a day off, he said it’s good to be busy and to not be sitting around, wondering what the hell i’m doing with my life. my response is that everyday i wonder what the hell i’m doing with my life; to which he replied, “you never stop wondering what the hell you are doing with your life, that is the point.” i take comfort in knowing that i’m not supposed to have it all figured out yet, and even if i did, what’s the fun in that?
i think i think i think
that i will start updating this again.
THE GOOD…
things that have currently been rocking my world:
+brooklyn, ny
+re-reading my (rather small) library
+fall fashion, always and forever
+the temper trap - conditions
+fun. - aim and ignite
+PMA
+realizing it’s ok to feel loss and learning how to reconcile my new reality
+not being complacent
+that sense of nervous excitement when thinking about YOU
this is awesome!
it’s hard to explain to someone who doesn’t understand just how much this scene changed my life. the relationships i have formed through shared experiences in dark basements and makeshift clubs i will take with me to my grave. these shows; these people, they will always feel like home, no matter where my life takes me.
